Posts Tagged ‘Edema’

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Straight to the point ….

April 15, 2008

My manager called this morning to hear how I was doing. He is flying all over the place, I hope he takes care of himself but I know he doesn’t. I briefed him on my situation and I’m always surprised about the type of questions he asks me and I appreciate his genuine interest in my situation. He was on his way to Reading andhe gave me a business update. We had not been in touch for a while but as we’re bothbusy with completely different things I’m not surprised. Thanks for your call Bas, I’m looking forward to seeing you soon.

This afternoon I had an appointment with my Neurosurgeon. I thought it would be the last one before surgery but I now understand that the team of Neurosurgeons will visit me on Wednesday afternoon. More about that later. I went to the appointment with my mother as Monling had to stay in bed with a fever/cold. That gave us the opportunity to introduce my mother to Super Nurse and to have, as agreed in the family, the order of the contact persons changed (mother-wife-me instead of me-wife-mother). I will make a communication plan for family, friends and colleagues that hopefully is pragmatic enough to work.

The Neurosurgeon came straight to the point and presented changes in the surgery approach based on the recent large and minor seizures and the Edema. He explained that he was not very surprised that my right hand now joined the party (frequently, see my week reports) as the functional areas for hand and leg are just centimeters apart in a healthy brain. In my case they have been pushed apart by the tumor (in the left hemisphere) but the relative distance is still comparable.

He spoke about the complete removal of the SMA (Supplementary Motor Area) that lies in the medial part of area 6 and is responsible (I believe) for the planning (initiation) of complex movement and the coordination involving both hands. Here you can find a link to an extremely clear website explaining the various motor functions (by Canadian Institutes of Health Research). I know that failing functions on one side of the brain (in my case the left side) can be ‘rebuilt’ by the half of the brain. He predicted a period of 3 months for that process to take place.

We spoke again at length about the removal of the tumor in the speech area. I have the feeling that he is not completely sure what to expect in this area. So the following is my analysis and not by the Neurosurgeon.

At certain MRI slices (photos) of my head the tumor seems detached from the main tumor but I’ve been told it is just one tumor. It is easy to see the parts connect at other MRI slices. Language and speech are very complex functional areas. I don’t know exactly how the position of the tumor is related to Broca’s area and Wernicke’s area but I’m pretty sure that it may be in or near to Broca’s area. These areas are connected by a ‘tunnel’ of fibers, the language loop. Moving from Wernicke’s area to the Broca’s area you can find the following functions:

  • Seeing words passively
  • Listening to words
  • Pronouncing words
  • Generating words

When looking at the MRI images do I think that my tumor is close to the latter two functions. I base all this on information I found at another link from the same website (Canadian Institutes of Health Research) dedicated to language and speech.

The Neurosurgeon gave us more information about the Surgery Duration (please refer to my post “Surgery Planning” of the 8th of April). This is the plan:

  • 07:30-08:00  I will be taken to the operating theatre
  • 08:00-08:30  I will be given a general anaesthetic
  • 08:30-09:30  Equipment will be installed (neuro-navigation, etc.)
  • 09:30-10:30  The access to my brain will be made
  • 10:30-13:30  Measurements will be performed
  • 13:30-15:00  Actual surgery (tumor will be removed)
  • 15:00-16:30  The access to my brain will be closed
  • 16:30-17:00  I will be taken to High Care

My family will be called by the Neurosurgeons and have to go to the hospital. They will be briefed about the outcome of the surgery while I’m in High Care.

Then about probabilities: there is a 5% chance that I will have a permanent loss of motor function(s). The Neurosurgeon expects that this will not be my first and last brain surgery. Further treatment will depend on the result of the biopsy.

Radiotherapy will be required if the tumor has become a grade 3. The tumor has become more clear since the 2nd seizure. The Neurosurgeon does not consider a grade 4 and also does not believe that the tumor is a standard (“bad”) grade 3. He believes that it will at most be a “good” grade 3. Further treatment will in that case be Radiotherapy. We’ll cross that bridge when we get there.

By the way: in 15% of cases the hospital is unable to determine correctly (either way) from the photos what they later find during surgery. Only a biopsy of a large enough part of the tumor will tell for sure what grade tumor it is.

Maybe you have seen the short film introducing the Awake Craniotomy of a young woman (please refer to my post “D-Day Surgery 24 April 2008″. I asked if I could have a similar presentation by the Neurosurgeons. He seemed delighted to do so. So next week Wednesday (after having been admitted to the hospital) I will meet both Neurosurgeons and they will explain my situation in vivid colours. I’m looking forward to that!

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Budget and Personal Finance

April 3, 2008

I again didn’t sleep very well last night but this time I also woke up early (6:30am). Sheesh! While staying in bed did I try to type an e-mail using my iPod Touch but the lack of a proper keyboard in combination with the horizontal position was too much of a challenge. I got up, fed the cats, made breakfast and went downstairs to the office. I was very motivated to continue with the Salesforce budget module and especially the reporting module. I love it when you’re able to see patterns emerge when running a report on life data. But spanners were thrown in my works, I became annoyed for all the bad reasons: good mood gone. I hate it when that happens. Waste of precious time.

Super Nurse called with an update. She had spoken with the Neurosurgeon and they had agreed that the headache must become less before I can be allowed to reduce the Dexamethasone. I told her about yesterday’s seizure and she told me that we handled it properly. My hand still feels weird but apparently a seizure may be like a powerful electrical shock that can have a paralyzing effect on muscles for a number of days. We agreed that a Dexamethasone reduction was out of the question, especially as also the headache has not become less. To be continued.

This afternoon a colleague came to visit me to help me with the following interesting scenario. To me it is evident that there is a reasonable chance that I will not reach my pension date alive but I do not expect to not make it through surgery. Nobody can predict which way I will come out of surgery and how much time I still may have left. We’ll have to wait for the verdict of the Neurosurgeon.

But I consider it important to prepare for my future (or at least my wife’s), to have control over my life. Actually, if you allow me to be very honest: the lack of carreer end that I hoped to have forces me to find ways to evaluate my personal success or failure in a different way. The scenario analysis is to demonstrate (or not) that all life that I have left in me can be enjoyed in a sufficiently relaxed way (financially) by both my wife and me and that my wife has no (financial) problems beyond that point. It is too early to tell what it is going to be but I feel somewhat relaxed about the initial outcome. The real number crunching still has to come. Thanks for your help Eric-Jan!

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Dexamethasone but no CT Scan

March 31, 2008

Lots of pills to takeSuper Nurse just called. She asked how I was doing and referred to my voice mail. She had spoken with the Neuro-Surgeon and they agreed that in case the headache would have become less (disappear) that I can reduce the Dexamethasone. That is however not the case. To minimise the side effects of the Dexamethasone (without knowing I have several: thick feet, desire to eat more, feeling tense and hyper) she gave some advise on how to counter them:

  • Put my feet up in bed
  • Take the Dexamethason around 18:00
  • Don’t drink tea and coffee in the evening but warm milk (forms a protective layer in your stomach)
  • Don’t eat too much
  • Take up to 6 paracetamol per day against the headaches

I asked her for an additional CT scan but it seems that makes no sense. The CT scan will not reveal anything in more detail as long as the edema is there. She understood my concern about the grade 3 Glioma but explained that although a grade 3 grows faster than a grade 2 it will not be an explosive growth. She will contact me again on Thursday the 3rd of April to discuss my situation. If the headaches have become worse or I have started to throw up (especially during the night) I have to call the hospital immediately.

I have decided to now start regularly take two (harmless) homeopathic drugs my mother suggested me to use:

  • Cinnabaris (D6) which helps very well against Sinusitis to avoid confusing the headache caused by the edema
  • Zincum Valerianicum (D6) which helps to calm down a bit
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Carver

March 30, 2008


My friend Marcus invited me a few weeks ago to join him, his wife and some other friends to see the new show of a Dutch theatre group called Carver. I have been invited several times before and it is always great fun. The title of this show was “Gods waiting room”, it is about dementia and I was looking forward to it.

However, I had a bit of bad night last night with throbbing headaches (related to the edema I guess) and pain in my stomach (the Dexamethasone in combination with Keppra prove too much for the Pantozol). I woke up with a sock in my mouth. I didn’t feel like seeing the show. What a shame. Because as you can see on the You Tube video must it have been quite marvellous (sorry for the confusing music, you best put the Sonific player on mute for the duration of the You Tube video). I have decided to take a sleeping pill tonight. And later decided against it.